i can't be a hopeless romantic

I'm sitting here listening to Hopeless Romantic by the Bouncing Souls. I have to reprogram my brain. 

I can't be such a typical girl. Because lately, my mind drifts off to dreams which resemble a happy romantic comedy. 

If this is a rom com, kill the director- aka my drifting thoughts. Okay, from this moment on.. I'm going to train my mind to go back to normal.

I know It's never going to happen and I can't let myself think anything that can't be real. Every now and then I dream about dating Alex Zane but even I know that would never happen... but other things, I really have to stop thinking about. It's not good for my brain..

But in the end-I've learned to be more spontaneous and to stop being a complete prude.. or less prudish than I used to be..

And, I got a new friend  out of this, so it was all worth it.