procrastination

tomorrow, i am finally going to do something I've been meaning to do all summer and I hope I don't screw it up.

The idea- this insane idea I had several months ago.. its kinda falling into place. I'm still thinking its a crazy idea but its a little more in reach than last may. 

Maybe It can happen. I'd like to believe it can.

I have to admit it though, growing up in a city like new york has a lot to do with everything falling into place...

I couldn't have imagined life without it.

Now what will happen to me when I am completely on my own without a personal network to fall back down on (hence the rancid pun).....

only time will tell..........................